I have autism. I wish I would feel more worthy and more deserving of whatever I ask for in prayer, even if it's very sexual, as well as fantasy or anime related.

I wish I would feel more connected to a Deity/Goddess, that understands the emotional trauma that I have been going through from losing my mom to lung cancer before my birthday in 2020, sexual urges that also include sexual desires that would really bother me throughout the night, as well as the depression, and loneliness.